A Novel

I write my own story. For those of you who don't like it, well, as if there is anything you can do other than f-off :P

We Have It All

It has been exactly 366 days when we all embarked onto our life-changing 3 months in Liverpool, United Kingdom. Funny how time flies in just a blink.

15 of us went to Bridge Bar at G Tower to celebrate (or to nostalgia) this one year anniversary. It is apparent that everyone misses our moments in UK and it meant a lot to each and everyone. Every now and then, someone would suggests: Let's have a trip to Taiwan! Let's go for war game together! Let's go for buffet together! Let's go Melacca together! Well, some plans work-out, and some just gone with the wind without anyone realizing it. For those plans that worked out, it is always among a few, never again it is anything like what happened in UK, where we went on a trip to Land's End and Scotland in 5 cars, house partying, crazy clubbing outing, a trip to Stonehenge/Manchester/South Port (and more) that were all joined by everyone - 28 of us.

We did try, but it just didn't happen. Did we try hard enough? Or is it time to realize we are no longer in Liverpool and time to wake up and face our responsibility in life?

As much as I would love to know the answer to all these, I don't.

What can I say, I am a dreamer. A very very naive and stubborn dreamer. I believe we have it all. Even though we might not have this huge group of partying or gathering anymore, what we have for that 3 months, will always stay in all of us.

Be it good or bad, I'll always treasure the 4 years, 3 months and a lifelong friendship we all shared.


Yes, let's make a pledge to meet here again :)

Anticipation

I woke up this morning with a sudden rush of anticipation for 2 things - my coming Sabah trip in September and also, the movie of Water for Elephants.

As cliche as it sounds, I want this Sabah trip to be a soul-fulfilling journey where once again, I will find out the true self. But seriously, how many soul-searching have I embarked on? And do I ever really get the answer I want? Coming to think of that, I am always lost in thought, having all these ideas and aspiration, but only so few are translated into action. Could it be that the answer to knowing myself is actually doing things and living my life literally; rather than dwelling inside my brain and thinking that I want to but never really do it? Well, I believe I will have to do it to find out :)

I just finish the novel 'Water for Elephants'. It is one of the few book where you read the synopsis on back page and you just knew you have to get it. If there is anything I picked up from the story, nothing matters as long as there is a heart. Yes :)