Twilight and me

Finally, the Twilight DVD is out and I bought it. Like many others, I have watched the movies in cinema, read all the books, read the movie review online, log onto forum for Twilight discussion and etc.



Now that I have cooled myself down from all these Twilight Maniac, I pull myself out of the circle and have a clearer overview of these whole Vampire-Human love fantasy.

It is no doubt that every girl do dream of meeting a charming fella like Edward. I had that fantasy too (not very serious lar..), meeting someone with such aggressiveness and yet, with a seductiveness that is irrevocably irresistible. It is my fantasy and at times I might mix it with reality, and then, I would have to really whack myself to wake myself up. Wishing for something that you will never get is painful. Don’t get me wrong, I am not those people who lives in their own little perfect fantasy and ignorance of the real world.

Okay, so what I am really trying to pinpoint is the power of writing. Stephanie Mayer captivated readers heart with her own version of vampire-human love story. My 3 months internship in advertising agency has really got me ponder about what I want for my life. I don’t think see myself happy as an Account Executive, writing briefs and meeting the clients the whole time. 3 years before, I thought I would be thrilled by the challenge of Advertising world. Maybe it is still too early to make judgment.

You know when you met someone you like, your heart thumps real fast, waiting to come out of your body, and your body is burning inside and slowly you can feel the sweat on your palm. That’s how I feel everything I am writing. Honestly, I don’t think any guys have made me that excited as I am reading a good book or writing. (My dear CK, if you are reading this, don’t me jealous k, you’re still my no1 ever). I am constantly awed by the ability of a readers to create a world that is beyond my imagination, beyond my reach, it's the best thing in life for me.

I get emotional real easy, seriously. Hence, I might as well put it into my own advantages. Perhaps I should start writing, despite my sucky vocab and English. I gave up writing a while ago, for some reason. I thought I would never be a good writer. Experience has thought me writing is not about your language, it is about your desire to express, to create a world that is beyond everything, your longing to find yourself in words…

I will keep on writing, for myself.